Marriage is the mutual owership of sexual organs

04:51 pm - The circle of spite

It has no end.

Current Mood: bitchy

12:24 pm - Woo hoo!

I got a moogle!!! Yay!!! Jacob found this adorable little moogle named Mog walking around, carrying his messenger bag. I think he got lost when he was mog-netting.

Current Mood: ecstatic

10:31 pm - People Like you find it easy

walking on air.

Current Mood: angry

06:28 pm - despair

I'm going to Dwinelle to hit on all of those seductive, pan-sexual French and Comparative Literature GSI's.

Current Mood: anxious

12:54 pm - Please, believe in me

For once.

08:47 pm - fuck you

I just want to sleep

02:51 pm - ups and downs

Downs: Life in general
Things that are bad that keep getting worse
NOT getting an A on a paper that someone else got for less than half my effort
Two out of Three GSI's being incompetent of my genius
Laziness (with regards to school work)
Laziness (with regards to FAFSA)
Laziness (with regards to Sigma Pi Alpha)
Laziness (in general)


Ups: Seeing Jeng this morning :)
My film studies professor
Getting to hang out with Megan for my birthday after all
Getting to hang out with my family on my birthday
Jen and Tiff
Shicong

02:48 pm - I just want to stab my face with an Ice Pick

or rather, i'd like to die in a very painful way.
But Idealy with intestinal worms... So that I will not die alone.

09:41 pm - Im just a string of pearls

Im just a string of pearls twisting around your finger

Current Mood: disappointed

09:34 pm - Bang Bang

My baby shot me down.

Current Mood: anhilated

11:48 pm - let me tell you a secret

sometimes, I really enjoy being depressed. I don't know if that is like, a paradox, but I do. Once you reach the bottom of the feeling barrell, there is no where left to go but up. Its like after the scary plunge from a very high roller coaster.. after the fall, you feel relieved because you'll never be up that high again, and you've already escaped the danger of flying out and smashing your entrails all over the place. "Low" is a good place to be. I don't like to be happy sometimes, because happiness is just disapointment with a mask. At least being sad can stay the same. You can always stay sad, and occasionaly there will be a happy moment, but you can avoid them.

Current Mood: indescribable

04:28 pm - Baby cakes

Hahahahahahahah. Doesn't that word send shivers up your spine?

10:53 pm - ain't life grand?

sometimes I'm just so happy, and it worries me. You know what I mean? Its like, you want to hold on to it, but you get afraid to because a part of you feels selfish for wanting to keep something all to yourself. I'm kind of a funny person to have a moral dilema, because every thing I love can be considered 'bad'... oh well. I'm just like, really happy and I'm going to enjoy it while it lasts. I know that sounds so 'emo' but you know what? this is LJ, so its not like other people haven't written things like this ANYWAY.
Well, Jake and I are happy.
He called me his dream girl... that was like, so cheesy, but it feels soooooo nice.

Yeeeehhhhhhaaaaaahhh.

Current Mood: Jacob

08:08 pm - I saw the science of sleep today with Jennifer

It made me have an erection in the pants. But seriously though,it did make me think.
It is so common that we start liking a person after we assume that they like us. And then we start to like them even more, as the signs become appearant to us. When we finaly discover that they do not like us, then we are left feeling like we lost something,and we want to get it back, so we like that person even more.
It also makes me think of Astro physics, which is sad, but true. Theoretically, a black hole can be mulitple planar, so that if you put something inside of it (lets simplify it and give it the name Hercules), Hercules will appear on the side of another black hole,because he was displaced in time, and space.. essentially, he traveled time into another part of space (and maybe dimension). This is called a wormhole. BUT the sad thing is, that a wormhole can only exist if we think it does, but we can not enter it because then we will be spaggehtified, because a wormhole has a limmit to how long it will remain open. So in this sense, it can only exist if we can not confirm its existence (because that would require us to jump into a black hole, and possibly be turned into a noodle). This is how I feel about the kind of love, and longing i experience. Isn't that lame of me to mention? well, its true, fuck it. This is a metaphor to the above mentioned sentence, about how if you believe a person likes you (if you believe a wormhole exists) then they like you. It isn't untill you try to confirm this that you are proven wrong, and thus heart broken (you jump into a fucking black hole, and get smashed into oblivion).

Current Mood: indifferent

11:50 pm - Chinchillas

So, yeah. Today is going pretty smoothly, I rode my bike to all of my classes.. which really made me feel good on the inside, and im not just saying that.. I really mean it. So yeah, besides that, I have acquired a Chinchilla. It has always been a dream of mine to see a real chinchilla, i know they arent elusive, but I just, never thought id ever see one in real life. They are so fucking cute. Yeah, well, I have one, but I can't have her. :( Becuase that would require me having like, a place to put her, and i live in a dorm, and dorms have a crapy "no pet" policy. Yeah... Lame... well, in other news, I need some help with astronomy. I thought that class would be easier, but I guess that is where I am wrong. I love my sister patty.

Current Mood: bitchy

10:23 pm - Im not going to lie to you

the guy from tears for fears who looks like christopher walken is kind of sexy.. im just saying.

09:07 pm - Oh yes.

Today is going to improve ,i have a good feeling that it will improve.. starting with Jennifer's "Late Night" dance. It made the world a better place.

Current Mood: amused

07:12 pm

hahahahahah! Im so excited.

09:23 pm - I'm a super hero

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